along the way, heard lots of story... wonder why the news spread tt fast... so its that unfaithful ex who send the words around...
heard she wif one man, a 20++ man.. no names shall be mentioned...but he is a 'man'... i know him as he is in sjab.. the man who always ask me abt the status btwn my stead..."broke up already?"... the ans is always no..till then there is finally a 'yes, we broke up'.. that man no console... mocked me...onli reply wif" HAHA, relax la..over means over le..haha"laugh and laugh and laugh...i could have describe him wif this poem
that man is a thorn my throat...A man who dun knows wats love...a man without a brain. is that still a man?? stupidly straight forward??no conscience?? egoistic, womanizing...thats a man?? its an outdated man...modernally a loser..thats the 'man'
second piece of news...the unfaithful one insulted me... she broke my heart..wat more she wants??? i shd be the one insulting, bt she did it beside the fact i din insult her..i could have start a rally describing abt bitch using her as an eg.bt i din...Ironically the story made up by her is to put me in losing end..bt neither she noes she is quite hated among all.. reason to brake up wif me is tt feeling is gone... bt the words tt is spread around..she explained" SHAO CHENG IS A GUY WHO SEE PPLE GOT STeAD DEN WAN..SO I BREAK UP WITH HIM"... so lame... a little gal trying to be noble?? nvm dreams are there for her to dream on...always hears frm her tt guys doesn't respect gals...so she hate guys...har?? then what abt her.did she respect guys??hmm.. dun noe...she is a sore loser..she doesn't wan 2 be pinned dwn..well..dun blame her..she still young...
One month passed..getting prepared 4 o'lvl... met her along the streets..she smiled..and say hello... i din smile to her..onli a simple hi n walk away fast enuff... funny?? why she still got the cheek to smile?? har..forgotten.. she can smile becos i am like no other guys in her, a toy in her toy box..to play... i found out too why i kan smile..tts becos i once treat her like an angel..now she is a devil..who on earth will smile to a devil...sickening...
2 mths flies..i'm finishing my o'lvls... whether tt sorrow and painful exp she gave me had really spoilt my life is yet to be known... i felt guilty for myself even till now...o'lvl its still a mystery whether i pass or nt..so scared.. but whether or not.. i know i won't revenge on her... anyway hatred begets hatred.. and i shall take shi mu yi qi's words.. tt gal..is not worth it...forget abt her and i will find true love and the worth one...I wun also be demoralised..thus taking my god proverb... happiness after tragedy...And i will strives on....for taking my motto...Life is full of sufferings, No pain?? no gain...
What i had learnt
In regards to no pain no gain... i have to say tt..the pain i exp allows me to matured even more and know even more...Love was once purely a need of trust n faith to me initially...but aft all this it proved me that its more than what it is... Love as usual needs absolute trust and faith...Love is also as usual noble and life changing... What i really learn is that, love is more than just celebrating anniversary and saying tt three magic words... I also learn that True love comes with no reason... i learnt also to have big pairs of eyes in searching of true love..never shall i be hurted again by my nxt love.. and of course i will not hurt my nxt love....i will leave a perfect memory even if my nxt love dun work..bt i will make it work...
Lastly.. MY FAV CAR
haha.. well i play max tuning..and my new speed now is 640 HP..wow..haha.. so fast... kind of like speeding and so on abt cars..u noe cars have hidden beauties... now i shall share some pics of my fav car.. "" MAZDA RX 8""